I hate when you use something new and it looses its newness. I hate when you wear that cute shirt for the first time, because you can no longer have a first time with that shirt again. maybe, just maybe, it’s the dumbest thing you’ve ever read but I hate when you turn something new into something old.

i wish everything can be new and exciting to me, sort of like a child just discovering each little detail of this obscene and slightly off little world.

maybe i just wish i was new.